Every Monday I like to put up a Reader Question and give my thoughts on how to deal with it. Today I’m answering a really tough one: What do you do if your husband has herpes (or another contractible STD)?
A reader writes:
Can I ask your advice on how to minister to a friend of mine and her husband? They have been married for a few years now. Just a week before their wedding she found out her husband has herpes – and apparently has severe outbreaks from them. My friend has a health condition that could severely be impacted by contracting HSV.
Can you give me some guidance to help them, specifically her… there are so many facets from the original betrayal of not knowing in enough time to think clearly before the wedding, the actual breakouts being SO severe, they cover him from thighs to mid stomach including genitals, and the loss of physical intimacy is damaging her self esteem.
Thanks for any prayers and words you could share.
This is probably one of the hardest Reader Questions I’ve ever had. My heart just breaks. This is one of the reasons God wants us to wait for marriage to have sex! Sex before marriage seems so enticing, but it can wreak such havoc with the rest of your life.
I don’t have an easy answer to this question, and so I’m just going to put up a few thoughts.
1. If Your Husband Has Herpes, Get Medical Help–and Keep Asking
For those of you who don’t understand what the issue is, the herpes virus, HSV (and there are two kinds of the virus), doesn’t ever go away. It stays in your system. Often you have no symptoms whatsoever, but every now and then you’ll have an outbreak with blisters, often accompanied by pain and fatigue in your muscles. The blisters may be just on your genitals or they may spread further.
There is medication to suppress the virus, which helps. But the problem is that you can contract the virus even if you’re not symptomatic–though it’s not as common. So making love poses a risk to the non-infected spouse. And when you do want children, there are added complications, because a woman with the virus risks passing it on to her kids. At one point they automatically did C-sections for women with the virus; now most deliver vaginally.
The outbreaks also often diminish over time. Couples often find that while the outbreaks were bad initially, after a decade or two they really are almost unnoticeable. And some people aren’t even symptomatic.
The key thing is to talk to your doctor. Find out what medications you can take. Talk frankly about sexual options–what is safe to do? What is not safe to do? Will a condom fully protect me? What do we do when we want to get pregnant? If my husband’s herpes isn’t symptomatic and there are no outbreaks, is sex safe?
I don’t want to answer those questions because I’m not a doctor, but things change really quickly, and they’re always developing new medicines, so keep asking. And even look for trials for new medications, because you never know!
2. You Simply Must Forgive Him
Here’s the really hard part. At some point you have to let it go.
This ironically can be even harder to let go of than an affair that happened during marriage, because as time goes on, the reality of what you’re dealing with sets in. With an affair, it gets further and further into the background. This is always there.
And there’s a danger that you’ll start saying to yourself:
My life would be easier if I didn’t have him. If I hadn’t have married him I wouldn’t be dealing with all of these problems.
It’s understandable. And in this woman’s case, it sounds like she has other health issues which would be severely compromised if she contracted the herpes virus from her husband. So every day that you live with it often gets more and more difficult.
You have to fight. Take every thought captive! When you start feeling resentment, take that resentment and give it back to God. Say to God, “Thank you for my husband. Thank you for what we do share. Thank you that you will carry us through this.”
Yes, you have a lot to deal with, but many couples have things to deal with. Life isn’t smooth for everybody else, either. You have a problem which is really obvious, but if you both rely on God, you can get through it. It will be a challenge. Sex will be harder for you than it will be for most people. But if you can remember that you are on the same team, you will be so much further ahead.
And here’s where I’m going to say something that is going to sound mean.
You married him as he is.
In this case, he should have told his wife earlier. The pressure to go on with the wedding must have been intense! But I get so many emails from women detailing all sorts of things that are wrong with their husbands, and yet in most of these emails, the roots of the problem were visible before the marriage.
If you knew your husband had herpes before you were married, and you married him anyway, you don’t really have the right to be mad at him for it now.
I know that sounds harsh. I know I don’t fully understand what you’re going through. But it’s still true. The marriage vow matters, and you made a vow to that man, as he is. You can’t second guess that vow now.
3. You are not Being Punished by God
My mother said something interesting to me recently. She was reflecting on some of the things that she doesn’t particularly like about her life, and she realized that a decade or two ago she would have assumed that God was punishing her. Those things that she doesn’t like were God’s punishment.
Now she has a different perspective. God isn’t punishing her, but what she’s going through is a natural consequence of choices that she made. You reap what you sow.
When you go through something like this it’s easy to think, “God is punishing my husband, and now my husband is punishing me, too!” And then we think God is angry, and it all gets into a huge mess in our minds.
But God isn’t necessarily punishing anybody. STDs are natural consequences of sleeping around before you’re married. Don’t think of it as God being angry; think of it as just you are now living with consequences.
If you see it that way, it’s easier to throw yourself at the throne of God and say something like this:
God, we are going through something that is so hard. We don’t know how to do this. We want to love each other but we can’t even make love the way we want to. We’re worried about the future. We feel distant. God, we need you to fight for us. You promised that you would heal our infirmities and carry our sorrows, and we need you to do that. We need hope. Give us a glimpse of your grace, and help us to see that we are on the same team, together, and that you are there to carry us.
I believe that it is often in these really hard challenges that God shows up the most. But it takes us first being honest and humble. It takes us first realizing, “I did vow. I did commit. I did marry him just as he is, and I have to accept that.” And it takes him saying, “I did do something that has hurt us both, and I’m sorry.” We need to be honest about our past choices and we need to own those past choices. When we are honest ourselves, we are laid bare. And when we are laid bare, God can work. When we carry anger and bitterness and blame then God doesn’t do very much. But when we’re broken, He often transforms.
So, please, keep banging on the door of your doctor and getting good advice and following up with treatment options.
But then, also, you simply must let it go.
You must forgive your husband, and you must come to terms with the fact that you made the commitment to him AS HE IS. Then both of you, together, throw yourself on God’s mercy and ask Him to build something beautiful out of your marriage. I do believe that God can do that, and it is often in the things that seem the most broken that God does His most beautiful work.
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Sheila Wray Gregoire has been married for 29 years and happily married for 24! She loves traveling around North America with her hubby in their RV, giving her signature "Girl Talk" about sex and marriage. And she's written 7 books. About sex and marriage. See a theme here? Plus she knits. Even in line at the grocery store.
What about those who pick up an STD after marriage? Obviously you need to forgive your cheating husband, but where does that leave your sex life? Some STDs are fatal, condoms don’t protect against all potentially fatal STDs (HPV for example), and sometimes condoms fail. Are women supposed to carry on a sex life when their husband has a sexual disease that could kill them? If not, what then? It’s not like these women had a choice to not marry these men – these things happened after marriage, and it’s not always obvious before marriage that a man could cheat.
I mean, I didn’t find out my exhusband had given me a potentially fatal STD until after we separated. But I feel for the woman who do find out and want to try and work through things. I mean, I wanted to work through things but he never gave me the opportunity. Thankfully for me, HPV isn’t always a permanent condition and I was tested to see if I had passed it out of my system before remarrying, but I feel so sorry for the women who aren’t so lucky.
Thank you for this post! While my husband and I have no STD issues, we are experiencing turbulence & strain in other areas. What you said, “You have to fight. Take every thought captive! When you start feeling resentment, take that resentment and give it back to God. Say to God, “Thank you for my husband. Thank you for what we do share. Thank you that you will carry us through this.”
Yes, you have a lot to deal with, but many couples have things to deal with. Life isn’t smooth for everybody else, either. You have a problem which is really obvious, but if you both rely on God, you can get through it. It will be a challenge. Sex will be harder for you than it will be for most people. But if you can remember that you are on the same team, you will be so much further ahead.”
You have no idea how much those words impacted me!!! I’ve been crying & upset all morning & complaining to God. Thank you for speaking truth!!!!
I acquired herpes at 19. Didn’t marry my husband til age 24, and he was well aware of it. He had his own past, just not with such long lasting results. I’m blessed enough that my outbreaks are few & far between without suppression therapy. Typically they occur immediately following illnesses that require antibiotics, as my system is already puny, so it just jumps right in & takes its turn. The key is finding out what triggers them. It’s different for every person. Stress, certain foods, & low immune system are all factors that can contribute. We’ve been married for 12 years & I’ve had 3 children, all without passing it on to anyone else. After awhile, one knows their “starting” symptoms & can refrain from sex til the outbreak is clear. It’s a juggling game, but it’s possible.
thank you so much!!!!!!! I think I finally understand something my friend has been telling me for a while. I totally could have written what Laurie above wrote….wont go into details as I promised my husband I wouldnt w/o his ok (a step for me). but yes, also to the thought of living w/consequences not that God is punishing me.
My husband gets cold sores growing up. He had not had a real outbreak in years and years but like Sheila said you can pass the HSV without being symptomatic or having an outbreak. It’s passed through sluffing of skin cells. Well after being together a few years I one day developed herpes lesions in my genital area. I flipped out and didn’t know what it was or how I could even have such a thing. They went away after a painful few days and then a month later or so returned with a vengeance. Then I KNEW it was something terrible but had no idea what or how. I went to my gynecologist who told me is was genital herpes. I was in shock. My husband didn’t have genital herpes so how could I get genital herpes. I began to momentarily doubt his faithfulness to me which was even more deviatating. They did cultures and blood test. My hubby swore he had never cheated and was puzzled. At my follow up the dr went over the blood work. I had HSV type 1 which is typically ORAL HERPES not genital herpes. My blood work came back HSV 1. Basically we discovered that because my husband gets cold sores (aka herpes HSV 1) and had given me oral sex even without symptoms or a sore I had contracted HSV from that in a monogamous relationship. I’ve had to take Zovirax various times over the years and it is very painful sometimes. He feels bad and I hate that I got this because it’s so painful. It’s embarrassing to have to tell doctors or medical providers or anyone that I have genital herpes because it seems like I got an std from being careless with sex when in reality it was my husband that gave them to me and he didn’t contact them from sex at all! It is what it is…..
Thank you for sharing your story! I think that’s an aspect that most of us don’t know about, so it’s a very important warning!
I get cold sores and my hubby and I discussed how to prevent having similar problems. We don’t kiss when I have them so he is less likely to get them, and we decided oral sex wasn’t worth the risk. I also take lysine pills to prevent them and when they still come I take valacyclovir at the first sign, along with using abreva. I used to get 2-3 each month, now it’s closer to 1 every 2-3 months. I thought I’d share in case the solutions I’ve found can help anyone else.
I get cold sores, too- have been for years. I’ve become very careful about it- we go through a lot of toothbrushes at my house, I bleach cups and silverware, wash pillowcases daily during an outbreak, and NO sharing of straws or cups or anything. And no smoochin’- that’s the hardest part for me! It’s a total hassle, but I’ll do anything to keep my husband from getting it!
The same thing happened to me, although I haven’t had any other outbreaks since the initial one. I understand your pain (literal and emotional). It appears that a growing number of genital herpes outbreaks are due to HSV-1 instead of HSV-2, possibly because people don’t realize that it can cause genital outbreaks.
The same thing happened to me. The consequences for us have been devastating, because sex triggers my outbreaks. I’ve only had two days without painful, itchy sores since the middle of January. And we were both virgins when we were married and have both been faithful. I never dreamed I would end up with an STD. I’ve tried Acyclovir and Valacyclovir and neither one did much. If you have oral herpes, oral sex is so not worth it.
Last year I found out that I had genital warts from a previous relationship. I had six months of treatment before my husband and I could have sex again. I feel horrible that I exposed my husband to HPV but God has blessed me with an amazing husband. My husband tells me all the time that he married me “as is” and that in the grand scheme of things, HPV is not that big of a deal. He has empathy for my situation and was so supportive during the six months of treatment. I too have to keep my immunity strong, get sleep, eat well and watch my stress so that I don’t have any more growths. My heart breaks for this couple because I know what they are dealing with. Thankfully, in my situation, it brought my husband and I even closer. My struggle is in forgiving myself and letting it go.
Thanks for sharing this. I dealt with HPV warts over 10 years ago in my 20’s (during my stupid freedom/I’m invincible years). Now entering my 30’s and I’m afraid of having to tell a Christian guy about them. I dating a non-Christian who I told and he was accepting and happy I was open with him (thought I’d marry that guy eventually).
I became a Christian about 2 years ago and I’m absolutely terrified about ever telling a guy again about my old past. Thankful that God is taking good care of my health (no more HPV since). I’ll pray for your health too.
Trust me you’ll forgive yourself. It took me years and years and years but I did.
Thx again for sharing. 🙂
I went for a yearly check up told Dr to check everything,she did and i came back with hsv type 2 I went back and fourth about did it come from my husband or some one from my past ,my husband did have a lot of partners and by him not having any breakouts and I’m the one positive he looks at me as i been unfaithful. I’m depress ,feel nasty and i already had self esteem issues from having a full hysterectomy.We haven’t really been talking since i told him,a question here and their hasn’t hug me or touch me since he sleeps in living room or at the bottom of bed ,i ask him to go get check made appointment for him but he say he couldnt .I feel so angery at my self i cant talk to family about this because how they are over small things and embarrass to talk to my friend.
My jaw dropped when I read the following: “Just a week before their wedding she found out he has herpes…”
I would be feeling some type of way if I found out a week before my wedding. Isn’t that something that should’ve been disclosed in the beginning of their relationship?
Absolutely! I think it’s horrible to wait to tell her until then. The problem is that she married him anyway, and now how does she deal with it? It’s just so tough. But I absolutely agree–things like this MUST be talked about before you become engaged–not just a week before you get married!
Well, my situation is worst. My wife and i have been together for 4 yrs ( 2 years direct and 2 years long distance due to the military) and recently gotten married in April. So last week she told me had hsv2 (since she was 20). I was shocked and hurt. I’m still hurling from it. She said that she wanted to tell me at marriage counseling a few weeks before the wedding and she only told me because her cousin recently had a baby and she was having thoughts of it. We are already going through some issues already now but add this to the craziness and drama….I’m truly confused and resenting her right now..I got tested ….The results were negative but I suggested wearing condoms ( I know it doesn’t prevent transmission but i just feel better with it). Just the thought of blisters/sores on my private part is disturbing. She took offense of the idea and doesn’t want to use condoms. Isn’t that selfish? I know the vows” You married her as she is” but if i would have known earlier i would have never proceeded with relationship. I feel like she lied to me each day for 1725 days. We unprotected sex with no regards for my health and feelings. She had numerous times to tell me..Not a word. That what really makes me upset……..Now i’m torn
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This post reminds me of my husband’s thought years ago. In our situation, it’s the other way around. I’ve got itchy herpes and I just can’t figured out how to tell my guy about this months before our wedding. Luckily, i’ve gathered the strength to tell him and good thing about it, he has still accepted me and suggested to continue the wedding after the treatment. We’ve consulted the doctor together and help me with my struggle. Thank God, gone all the pain and itchy night.
I’m in trouble.
I am the poster child for an ad on cautious living. I’ve always been careful about boyfriends- meaning I never had any- and I was a virgin when I got married.
I met my husband on an online dating website. We were both in our thirties and had similar stories. He, like me, was a virgin too. He did confide in me that he suffers from bipolar disorder. I ran away from our relationship for a little while but after reading about bipolar disorder and knowing his compliant history with medication, it wasn’t a deal-breaker and we continued on with our relationship.
I have been happily married for four months now. My husband is my best friend and my greatest supporter. I accept him for who he is and I don’t mind dealing with the constant questions or forgetfulness that comes with bipolar disorder. The one thing that has suffered that I’ve been having problems with is our sex life.
The medications he has to take for bipolar disorder affects his ability to get an erection, so for the entirety of our marriage we have been trying to find ways to change his medication (or add a medication) that would allow us to enjoy sex.
Last night, he changed my life, and maybe even our happy marriage, and this is why I’m in trouble.
He confessed that it is not only the medications that he is worried about concerning our sex life. He had been raped once as a young child, and from this encounter he has contracted herpes.
I have never slept with a man before and the only person I want is my husband. Should herpes be a deal-breaker for me? We were so happy but he has deceived me, and I love him still. I don’t know if love means being willing to contract an STD. I feel like life has laughed in my face. I have been cautious for years only to fall in love and marry the sweetest, kindest man who happens to be bipolar with herpes.
What should I do?
I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with this! That’s a lot to take in.
Here’s what I’d say, though: you married him knowing about his mental illness. And he is trying to get help.
To punish him because he didn’t tell you something that was so shameful to him (because it originated in a rape) is really hard. I know he lied to you. Yes, he should have told you. But it sounds like your husband has had so much to carry and deal with. What if God has put you in this place to be part of His hands and His feet in your husband’s healing?
It’s going to take time to get over the lies. You are going to have to research what herpes means for your relationship. And you certainly should research bipolar medication. But those things ARE surmountable and you can get through this. You really can.
You may find that now that the truth is out your husband relaxes around you, too. He was likely carrying a great weight and feeling in an impossible situation before you knew. Give it time. You vowed to stay true to him, and even if he lied, I certainly can understand his reasons. This isn’t a death knell for your sex life. It really isn’t. So talk it through and pray it through, and see how you can each lean on each other.
I hope that helps!
Thank you for this post. I was lost and so bitter towards my husband and God. I just release so much I was holding in just by reading this post. God bless you.
I’m no longer bitter towards God or my husband. You are right…I committed to my husband knowing his status and I need to stick it out. I’ve been blaming God for so many years, it seem like he wasn’t giving me any response. I felt suicidal and depress with the way my life has been going. But I thank God for allowing me to come across this post before I made a huge mistake. I’m looking at my life and my marriage in a different perspective now.
I believe I’m now at a place where God can reveal himself to me because my heart is no longer fill with anger. I’m looking forward to the healing process and how he brings my husband and I together.
Thanks again
I’ve been seeing this guy for a while now and we’ve been thinking about making the status official. He is a Christian and so am I, but before we move further into the courting stage he informed me that he has herpes. He wanted me to make the decision as to rather we move forward or remain friends. I have 1 child and he has 2 but I would also love to have more day. I am really into this man and believed he was the total package, someone I can see myself marrying but I’ve never been put in this type of situation before. All I know to do is pray and ask God to lead me but I feel like I also need some Godly advice, any suggestions?
Hi Jazmine, that’s so hard, but I’m so glad he told you! I think I would go to see a doctor and have a frank talk about what this will mean for you, so you completely understand. Then, after that, it may be worth sitting together with a counselor and hashing it out to see if this is something that you can live with without any ill feelings or bitterness. Just get everything out in the open, and don’t try to rush it–really look at the facts and your feelings. Keep praying. And I think God will lead you!
Thank you so much for your response. That’s a great to handle it.
Don’t do it!
I’m 26. I’ve had genital HSV-2 for a year now, when I was first diagnosed the panic/sadness/depression laid into me and tore me apart. I was suicidal and thought I was beyond damaged and not worth loving. I was mad at myself and thought this was God punishing me. I thought it was the end of the world because of the stigma- but in reality HSV is so common. I don’t want to spread this, but I want to not feel so shamed by society for having a skin condition that has been around for centuries!!! Duke Univeristy has been working on a vaccine and I hope to see a cure within my lifetime.
The biggest struggles are internal for me. Educate your loved ones, my stepmom and brother both have HSV-1 (she gave it to her son from kissing on him when he was an infant)..I told my little brother and sister I have it. I don’t want them growing up thinking “that will never happen to me”.. That’s what I thought and look at me now. Learning the hard way is my forte..
The stigma is what hurts people with HSV the most. How can a skin condition degrade or devalue someone so much? I have to prepare myself for rejection and it hardly seems fair that who I am as a person is all lost as soon as I say “I have herpes”. I deserve love as much as anyone else. To those that have partners who are patient and accepting, please know just how lucky you are. Cherish your partner a little extra tonight if you’re reading this.. I get advice like “just lie about it until your married” which is absolutely WRONG. I don’t see how people can lie and spread it, I would hate to infect my partner. I pray a lot but my depression stems around… who would knowingly want to marry someone with herpes? But I cannot allow herpes to define me! There is so much more to me than this condition. I hope anyone who has this knows that too!!
Like the site very much. My son sent me the link. I guess he thought it was going to be of great help for me as well as his mom.
Well I’m a 41 almost 42 yes old male. Married for almost 20 yrs. As a lot of marriage we have gone through tough times and situations even a couple of short periods of separation. I love her and she has always said she loves me. We have been struggling for a while to fix completely our marriage but just recently I found out she contracted what it looks like HSV 1. According to her she had had 2 outbreaks in the last 2 months. According to her she hasn’t have sex with any body but she confessed she kissed two different persons in a 3 to 4 months span. I never doubted her or thought she wasn’t capable of doing something like this even though we are all human and have weaknesses. Now as you can see there are a couple of issues here. I was unfaithful(was with a 2 different woman at two different particular times) for whatever the reasons. But I got tested twice. Because I knew the risk involved ever time you do something like this. Last time was last August 2015 everything came back negative. So when my wife notified me about the herpes. I was extremely sad, anger and now worry about what to do!! She tells me it was “only a kiss” at two different times with two different guys! For whatever the reasons! Loneliness? Sadness? Or just the moment the place?? I don’t know. The thing is that now she has consequences of those “only kisses” consequences that not only she has to live with but me! I have not tested myself again yet… but I really need help…to deal with this…I will provide more info. Just wanted to start this by posting what I have!
I guess the key is love your wife as Christ Loved the church. That he gave his life for it….
For me the hardest part is to forgive some ones transgressions (infidelity) lies but who are we to judge…to point at…especially when you have done same or worse things (with no such consequences) in the past
I found out two years ago at the age of 65 that I contracted herpes. My ex-husband was unfaithful during our marriage. Even though we were divorced for over 18 years the herpes lay dormant in my body. I believe that the stress I was going through with my mother and son caused the episode of herpes. I have so far had only one other episode of herpes. My oldest son is aware of my condition since he is in the medical field. He asked me not to tell his dad because of his fragile emotional state. I feel that I got the worst news ever and I was a virgin when we married in our 30’s. Do I date? I don’t know how to tell a potential mate of this condition. Help!
Hi.
I finally found a somewhat older woman with whose dilemma I can relate.
We have a lot of things in common. Age is not one of them though. I am 88.
History: I was a virgin when I married, was married 34 years then divorced. During the period of divorce, my self-esteem was low, and I “dated” the wrong man, and got herpes, KSV2 genital.
I have thought about this way: it stopped me from casual sex and may have prevented me from getting a worse terminal disease.
Anyway, I would still like to be married. My experience with dating was: 3 dates, the talk, rejection. 3 dates, the talk, acceptance because he was impotent, acceptance because he would have blamed me for him contracting it.
Turned out, neither man was right for marrying. There are other defects than herpes.
At this age, I just want to meet someone with herpes, and get married.
I don’t want to be gay, don’t want to get a dog, don’t want to go through the 3 dates-talk-rejection. Been there too many times.
Last week I went out with a man who was in the same profession as I. We liked each other. I told him before the 2nd date, because I felt that it would be deceptive to go on for 3 dates. He deserved to know.
Now, the silence, that silence that usually comes after the talk. I am tired of the whole thing, but only hope to have this one life. I realize that I am not listening to your story.
Please respond and tell me how you are doing and your philosophy of the whole thing. This is really a challenge.
Mrs. Shelia,
What should I do? I’m a missionary and married a foreigner . I just got married in March of this year. Around April my body didn’t feel right. So May I visited my family and went to the doctor. I found out I had a STI. I asked my husband if he was unfaithful, and he said no, that it was something he didn’t know he had and that he must of got it from his sexual partners in the past. I know he could be telling me the truth because a lot of STI’s don’t have symptoms, but I know he could be lying to me too. I don’t know what to believe ,please help.
About a year ago, almost to the date (sep 2016) was when i had my initial breakout. I didnt know what was happening i even thought i had penile cancer. I had never known what genital herpes looked like. It was the worst thing that could have ever happen to me also due to the fact that i did not have any health insurance and due to so many medical bills already endebted i started researching for any remedies and thankfully i stumbled upon an article which has helped me so much. With the remedy and homemade medicine, and obviously by the Grace of God i havent had any breakouts since my initial one. Its been 11 months and i proclaim in Jesus Mighty Name that i am delivered from them! This remedy wad cleansing lesions with apple cidar vinager then applying raw honey with garlic on the genitals and repeat process daily untill lesions dissapear. What i would do is wash my genitals with Apple Cidar Vinager and even dip them in ACV untill lesions burnt (worst pain ever!) Then grab diced garlic and apply them on the lesions which also burnt then after apply honey mixed with more diced garlic and coconut oil ( like a cream) on the whole genital area. It took about 2 weeks for the breakout to die off but that homemade remedy and prayer in faith by the blood of Jesus has healed me from those breakouts. I have not taken any prescribed medicataion for herpes Ever
Hi all
My fiancaille has herpes 2 and that scare me alot bc I don’t have it and he loves me alot but that virus scare me alot . I never had sex before . And I can’t make a decision bc I want a normal sexual wife I’m 22 and i think I still young to deal with a problem like that but I love him alot too.
That’s really hard! I’m so sorry. I’d really advise talking to your doctor before you get married and find out exactly what you should be doing about it and how to stay safe. It is a big disappointment–but when there aren’t flare ups you can be okay!
My husband and I have been married for 4 years now, been together for 9. We have 2 children , 4 years and 2 months old. So I know my husband has fidelity issues so my instincts prompted me to go sneak in his closet. Only for me to discover lab work showing that he had type 2 herpes. And then I found Valsyclovir which apparently he hasn’t take at all. We just had a baby who is almost 2 months. My husband has not had sex with me since I got pregnant. I told him that I wanted to look at his phone, he refused and I forcefully took the phone only for him to fight with me and take back his phone. He said he doesn’t care about the relationship and is not remorseful at all. I love my husband so much but I can’t accept this. I don’t know if I have herpes too but either way I want to end the marriage. My 4 year old daughter will be heartbroken because she adores her dad , they have such a great relationship. I am so close to my mom but I can’t even mention this to her. My mom adores my husband because he’s very loving and kind. I feel like everyone’s world around me is about to crash. We just bought a home 6 months. …. am definitely at the lowest point in my life. Any advice would help this frustrated 33 year old girl.
My husband contracted HSV 2. I don’t think I have it because I can pinpoint the initial onset and we haven’t had sex as I am pregnant. He wants to work it out. How on earth do I rebuild. Obviously there are TONS of issue to deal with the least of which in my opinion is the unfaithfulness. How do I possibly rebuild a sex life and not contract HSV 2 myself? Why do I have to suffer the consequences of this? Am I suppose to work it out as a Christian woman ? I have a family ! How how how?! Of course under all the hurt and shame and anger and sadness there is still love. I just have no idea what to do?
Oh, I’m so sorry, CS. I’ll be writing about this more in the new year. Unfortunately, your story is all too common. Please talk to a doctor, because that may help with some of your fears. And you definitely should since you’re pregnant, and that can be very dangerous. And get a good Christian support group around you so that you can make sure that either he’s truly repentant and won’t do it again; or that you should try a new path. Again, I’m so sorry!